Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I’m through with playing by the rules
Of someone else’s game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It’s time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It’s time to try
Defying gravity
I think I’ll try
Defying gravity
And you can’t pull me down!

I’m through accepting limits
”cause someone says they’re so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I’ll never know!
Too long I’ve been afraid of
Losing love I guess I’ve lost
Well, if that’s love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I’d sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I’m defying gravity
And you can’t pull me down

CAN ANYONE BELIEVE IT? (:
ALL THOSE ARE CAKE.
YOU KNOW C-A-K-E, CAKE!

Like you know.. The one you eat on your birthday, on your friend’s birthday, and the one you eat on your friend’s friend’s friend’s birthday? (:

Okay lah I’m very lame lately. I think it’s called influence (: Hanging out with lame people makes walking a difficult thing to do. And like hanging out with optimist made me a optimistic person (:  (Like duh.. N O N S E N S E)

Went to play lan with Andrew Xuan Wei Verena Wesley Cheryl and company yesterday (: Btw I wouldn’t shoot zombie or go to a lan shop for prolly the next few decades of my life (: IT MAKES MY EYES SO DRY that it hurts.. So nope, I don’t care how shuang it is to shoot a zombie anymore (: I shall play neopets instead :P

People have been making me go awwwww these few days (:
It’s really very sweet of them (:
Imagine people saying “I miss you quekquek” and “u love to smile, i love to see ur smile cus its nice =)”  and prolly send messages in the morning just to put a smile on your face (: Or go out just to do homework or something (:
Immediately make my day (: THANKS FOR BEING SUH-WEET MY DEAR(S) :D

Okay love you guys shall keep your anonymity  in case people snatch angels like you guys away from me <3

p/s: Saw this joke somewhere. If Taylor Swift marries Taylor Lautner, both of them will be known as Taylor Lautner (:

p/s/s: BETTY WO AI NI! <3

其实我很喜欢今天 （：

今天一切都很顺利，没有迟到，反而还早到， 准时虽然应该是件理所当然的事，但是我这个时常迟到的人，能够早到真得很开心（：
或许是我很容易就满足，可是我仍然感到很开心（：

OKAY I GIVE UP IN TRYING TO BLOG IN CHINESE! It’s so unnatural and people might just have doubts about me taking higher chinese. Like major don’t look like something that a higher chinese student will say. Moreover it’s SO broken. Treat it as a joke, it’s okay (:

Anyway, today have been really great. Even when I felt like just walking away and not talking to anyone on the MRT, there was some people whom I can message and just find excuse to be away, and not look at them in the eyes. Thanks friend, for being especially sweet to me today (: You stones (:

p/s: Looking for someone chivalrous (:

I really hope that I can quit the habit of lying. You know like.. saying you’re okay when you’re not. Not saying the truth because the truth can hurts. RAR RAR RAR!

Sometimes I just don’t know how. Like doing this and that is by right, wrong, but it seems okay to me. My mind is in a whirl now. I can’t think properly, and I’m having a headache. I wonder how I can be so inattentive to those around me, feeling sad and not themselves, and yet I find nothing wrong with it.

And I have to be the overreacting Hazeline, cause… It’s better to shower people with attention then to scrimp on the attention given to people..

Hazeline arh Hazeline..

UPDATE!

† HAZELINE!      says:
*i totally never even hold drumstick before :/
- GODFREY     says:
*i also rookie lo
*its like err
*holding chopstick
*:D
† HAZELINE!      says:
*HAHA THANKS GODFREY! xD

Quek quek quek quek quek quek quek quek quek quek quek quek quek quek quek rocks rocks rocks rocks rocks rocks rocks my my my my my my my my my my my stinky stinky stinky stinky stinky stinky stinky socks socks socks socks socks socks socks (: (: (: (:
- Courtesy of Verena Banana :D

† HAZELINE!      says:
*S T O N E S !
*one letter less, type easier (:
*what type easier, i mean easier to type (:
♪ Feel The Music ♫ ̿ ̿ ̿ ̿̿’̿’\̵͇̿̿\=(._.”)=/̵͇̿̿/’̿̿ ̿ ̿ ̿ ̿ ✖ Marks The Spot ✖ ®iaZ ☆ Star ★ ( ̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅ ̲̅]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅ ) says:
*Pebbbbbbbbbbbbbbbles !
*its ok
† HAZELINE!      says:
*stonesssssssssssss
♪ Feel The Music ♫ ̿ ̿ ̿ ̿̿’̿’\̵͇̿̿\=(._.”)=/̵͇̿̿/’̿̿ ̿ ̿ ̿ ̿ ✖ Marks The Spot ✖ ®iaZ ☆ Star ★ ( ̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅ ̲̅]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅ ) says:
*i dont comment on people’s english
^Inside joke (:

THANKS PEOPLE! (: Feeling much much better (:

爱你们多多 (:

Learned something today:
Some jokes might be jokes to some people, but they might just be offending to others.

So sorry.

Exactly like my situation now. 4 books, and I have only finished reading like 1 of them :/

It’s the holidays now, indulge, and do whatever I want, and yet at the same time do great things, build stronger friendships and be a good student preparing for the major exam next year (:

Chance upon this too, people who are single, don’t fret (:

So I suppose I should be doing something now. It had been in front of me for a good few hours :/ OFF TO DOING CRAFTS! :D

Thinking back, I find it really foolish when suitors ask my friends how many a chance will they have to get together with me. And I find it even more annoying when my friends help me answer those foolish questions. YOU GUYS ARE NOT EVEN ME. And the worse thing is… They put it in such nasty words such that it hurts and stings so much that they cry.

Friends, if you guys see this, especially if you don’t know me well, just kindly shut your trap so no one is hurt. Put yourself in their shoes, walk a mile in their shoe. At least then when you have anything to say, you’re one mile away from them. I mean like, you know that will hurt, then why did you even say it in the start?

Quoting from Wesley: 为什么? LOL!

YAY I CONVINCED SEAN QUEK TO CREATE FACEBOOK! (:

Tried to convinced mum to let me be baptized this year. Failed but I succeed in some way (: Her desired age for me to be baptized was 21, cause then I’m legally an adult and can make my own decision, but I bargained my way through and next year it shall be (: I have to be content with what I have (:

Things have been great (: Took back results, not that good, not that bad, but enough for me to be promoted. Moreover I did not study for it, I reap what I sow, since I didn’t sow thus I shall not reap. Make sense (: And I’m not going to self-pity myself for getting the worst grades in my life so far, sounds dumb and is absolutely dumb (:

24 October

N441 Outing @ Sentosa! (:

Bonded quite a lot with them. <3 them cause they are the one who knows me better. Not that there is none in school, but it’s just that.. it’s hard to find in school (: Still love you guys JIEYING DEAN BENJAMIN HAZEL SHERLYN SHIMIN NABIL HUIQING (:

28 October

Mother Nicolette’s birthday! (:

Had Aaron and Jooheng to bake the cake together with Verena banana (: It was their maiden attempt to bake a cake and I think they are alr deeply in love with it (: Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER NIC! :D

30 October

Anyway, celebrated halloween for the first time this year, and it’s great having a haunted house in Vera’s function room. Like how cooler can it can? With Jerald as the Chinese ah gua and Bryan Lee as the joker etc (:

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Romans 12:6
We have different gifts, according to the grace given us. If a man’s gift is prophesying, let him use it in proportion to his faith.

I should have known better, my gift can never be in counseling. Time to wait for my dream to find me. But  I secretly harbour a thought, for a  dream to find its way to me soon. I don’t ask for much, just something that I will do happily, something that will fit the needs of people, something that is within my reach, within that of my talent (:

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BEING HANNAH MONTANA; BEING THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS! :D
Just joking :P

Chillin’ out, take it slow
Then you rock out the show (:

Remember the time when I tweet about how frustrated I was just because my notes was folded? Yes I’m an anal person, so I went to iron the paper. I iron it without a cloth above it. So the ink just melted and became like this.

Lesson learnt: Just be a little cleverer and don’t iron printed paper just like this; don’t spare the cloth (:

Guess what is this (: Look like some mint or what? NAH! It’s Verena’s teeth (: She went through a minor operation to take them out. 5 teeth grew together in one place eh! COOL RIGHT? And a short story about her teeth and the tooth fairy (:

Verena: You know right, when I was young, I used to believe in tooth fairy.
Hazeline: HAHA then..
Verena: Then I got very excited when I lost my tooth. So I stayed up cause I wanted to see how the tooth fairy looked like. Cause I got $50 when I first lost my tooth.
Hazeline: Then then!
Verena: THEN I SAW MY MOTHER CAME IN! I was very angry, and sad. Cause there is no tooth fairy ):

VERY CUTE! Anyway I went to her house cause I had nowhere to go. And thus all the crap (: Maybe not crap, precious memories (:

Ehh. So we went to Changi Airport after the last paper. It’s a bit no life for me cause I go there every week but I guess it’s pretty lively compared to the rest? (: And say that I’m weird, But I do intend to cut out the drawing thing thing and decorate my file or something (: Nice what! Speaks of Singapore’s culture yo :D

But my banana in her banana plantation is upset ):
Hmm. FOR YOU!
Also for those who are experiencing the valleys in their life, or is simply just PMS-ing (:

Hebrews 12:11
No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

Discipline is good, in a way. Have to get used to the goodness of it, and not the bitterness of it (: