And it’s really tomorrow alr. Gah, I’m so excited for a wonderful year ahead, seriously, I’m putting all the hurts and lies behind, so even if I know of some lies that people tell me, and think that I don’t know, I will just pretend that I don’t know anything (: It’s not about being noble or not, but simply about giving up my rights to get even, and avoiding conflicts (:
To avoid ruining my new year, I think I should clarify something, to you girl, you will know who you are.
You don’t have to ask Jieying if I’ve been ordering her around, cause I didn’t. Neither did she. You might think that I make the decisions most of the time, but to your dissappointment, I don’t. We take turns to make decision, base on our mood.
Maybe to you, when there’s two friends, one will rule over the other, but I’m telling you, my best friend don’t order me around and treat me like her dog, and neither do I. I don’t know what’s your motive of asking Jieying that question, but I know it certainly means nothing to you. I mean, why do you have to know if I order her around, it doesn’t benefit you in any way, just that it will destroy our friendship in some way.
Dear friend, I really don’t want any friendships to sink anymore, so please stop whatever you’ve been doing. You might think that you’re saving her from being ordered around by me, but it simply torture her by keeping it from me for a while, and to ignore your question and walk away.
PHEW. Like finally, that’s the last thing I wanna say to clarify myself. I know there might be an unseen conflict going on, like gossiping about me and all, but whatever you do, I’ll try my best to not care alr (: I would just like you to know, whatever you do, I’ll still treat you as my friend (:
Going for countdown with cell group and all (: EXCITED BABY! (: BUT! I seriously aren’t prepared for school yet, my powerpoint is not yet done, chinese book review is in a great mess, I haven’t decide what to use for my pencilcase, have yet to buy my disney shoes, and I have totally no idea what to get for my school bag next year ):
BUT! I’m sure I’ll finish them all before school officially starts on the 5 January when timetable is given out (:
I’ll do my best, and He will do the rest (:
p/s: I really see myself changing for the better. I haven’t been using vulgarities for at least a month (: CHEERS HAZELINE!
