3 MORE DAYS TO 2009! I’m pretty excited actually (: I mean, the goal setting card from church really got me all excited. And next year will be the best year, and the next next year will be even better, and the list goes on and on.. (:
I got next year really planned out, and next year is gonna be a busy year, I just realised. I have to juggle a lot next year, between family, church, ministry, friends and schoolwork. I really have a lot to do next year, it will be a busy year, but it will be the best year! (:
3 choir practices a week, sunday for church, 1 day after school for higher chinese, 1 day for cell group meeting, and 1 day for serving in ministry (PROVIDED that CHCSA accept me into the CHCSA team :D), and then study dates with Verena? Good luck juggling man Hazeline…
AND! I set some goals for myself alr (: Wouldn’t post the acadamic part, cause I know how piss people get when they see it. Just keep it to yourself, I mean, the world aren’t really interested if you top english or maths (: Plus how embarassing it will be if you don’t get what you want. LOL.
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR 2009 (:
1.Join CHCSA.
2.Excercise more.
3.Sleep at least 8 hours a day.
4.Revise everyday.
5.Be more tolerant.
6.Treat everyone as friends.
7.Give up my rights to get even.
8.Swim more often, get breaststroke right!
That’s all so far, I mean, the rest of the goals are with me on the goal setting card (: I feel there’s no need to put everything up here, for as long as I get those goals done, it’s great enough (:
SUN:” Just don’t care, I’m sorry, but I can’t care.”
I have to get that attitude, I mean, not not care, but not care about certain things. For I know that devoting more time to care about useless things is a waste of time, a big no-no for next year (: I mean like, it’s just inflicting damages at myself.
How I cared so much for someone this year, and then shed many many tears for him, just because he doesn’t reply my messages ._. Sounds pretty silly, but that’s what I did. Cause I cared too much, thus the sorrow. SO HAZELINE STOP CARING SO MUCH! (: There’s nothing that I can do if he is self-pitying himself.. *Shrugs*
The vicious cycle just goes on and on, and there’ll be no end to it unless he himself do something. How do you stop clapping, if you don’t control your hand and stop it from clapping? *Roll eyes*
You fall on hard times it seems
But you ain’t gettin’ no sympathy
No baby not from me
p/s: TOTALLY NOT ready for school.
