I though about it super hard, after the conversation with Jieying today, have I really alr let go, and not let my feelings take over me like how it used to. Did my feelings really alr faded, or was it just me, running away from the truth.
It’s so scary. It’s like being trapped in a dark room, with each step and movement to be made only after considerations. I don’t know. I really don’t know.
But I have to know where I’m going, I have to know that there’s no love that last in these very childish teenage years. Even he agreed, he even said that he haven’t seen everlasting love, so I’ll assume that he doesn’t believe that there’s everlasting love too. So Hazeline, give up man. Sand theory, even if you grab it tight, it will still slip away slowly, till there’s no more of it left (:
Yeah, romantic drama series. Imagine, just how much of a drama series is from and will happen in a real life scenario? Sweet, that was my initial thought, but I think it’s time I change. It looks sweet, but it will never come to life, just like fairytales. These extremely romantic drama series are nothing but fairytales brought to the screen.
Do you see Cinderella running around at midnight with only one very fragile heels? Nope, so conclusion is that they exist, but they will only exist as drama series and fairytale (:
GAHH. Feel so much better now (: Christmas is in 3 days time! (: Presents are 3/4 done alr (: Almost done with SS homework too (:
NOTE TO SELF:
1.English presentation
2.Chinese worksheets
3.Science homework (GRRR!)
4.THANKS SANDI ON NEXT CHOIR PRACTICE! (: (TWILIGHT!)
5.Give reply slip to Kampong Glam CC.
p/s: I’m regretting, that prayer meeting after service, if only I took that step of faith, and listened to that prompt, I would have been speaking to You now ):
p/p/s: EXCITING DAYS! (: Next year will be truckloads better than this year, with God, and by faith! (:
