闭上眼睛，就会想起你，想起你的笑容。
一开始这是个很甜美的事。
但是这已渐渐同时间改变了，
已经失去了它原本如此甜蜜的味道，
味道越来越淡，甚至带点苦涩的味道。
现在想起你的笑容，只会使我心痛。
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OHMYGOSHH. Ignore the above please. I don’t know why I was so random also. I mean, I really don’t know, it was just that random. Oh. Whatever :/
I’m watching 转角遇到爱! At like 4.51am! (: Dark circles and eye bag later, but it doesn’t really matter to me (; No one is looking, and no one will be looking, anyway (: And I think the show is super nice! Considering I finally understand why Jieying loves Luo Zhi Xiang so much (:
Choir today was madness! I totally forgotten about my sweet. So didn’t really dare to sing in Mrs Erp’s presence, in case I’ll be reminded to have a sweet in my mouth, again :x Last practice was a lesson learnt, from a sweet in your mouth when singing to a sweet in your mouth throughout the practice. Crazy :/
Was uber late for cell group, like, 70min at least :x SUPER SORRY! :x First time planning games, THANKS ANGELINE AND CHERYL! (: Wouldn’t be possible without you two babe! (: Ate a lot, and had plenty of hair-messing-up with Verena NANA (:
I was waiting for ma’s call from 9-10pm. She didn’t called, I was scared out of my wits, I just miss her, I guess. The house is so empty without ma and Sean. Now it’s like, whenever I reach home late, I still have to do the house chores, bathe, and do the laundry at like close to 12? :/
AND MA CALLED ME AT 11! When I just finished bathing (: I don’t know why, although it was just a phonecall, I felt as if I just strike lottery. I mean, I felt the feeling that I had when I was calling back home when I was having homestay in Qingdao. Misses, and I did felt like crying, but I know that it’s better to hold back the tears, and not let ma worry for me (:
Now it’s 7.27am, and I’m still awake (: Surprisingly I didn’t sleep (: I stayed up the whole night till 7.27am , just to watch 转角遇到爱, cried like don’t know what, used up the toilet roll, 2 packets of tissues too. I watched from the episode 13, cause those before that I roughly watched alr.
Although it was only 3 episodes, that 3 episodes made me cry like crazy, that 3 episodes made my tears flow like tap. It’s really continuous, I don’t even have to blink my eye, it just flow.. Long time since I last had a good cry like this one. AT LEAST it was able for me to cry all I want, well, I need it (:
I’m really missing a lot of things ): Ma and Sean, and *you.
p/s: 前方是死路，转角就有希望 (:
