Being a dreamer.

Things have been great (: Took back results, not that good, not that bad, but enough for me to be promoted. Moreover I did not study for it, I reap what I sow, since I didn’t sow thus I shall not reap. Make sense (: And I’m not going to self-pity myself for getting the worst grades in my life so far, sounds dumb and is absolutely dumb (:

24 October

N441 Outing @ Sentosa! (:

Bonded quite a lot with them. <3 them cause they are the one who knows me better. Not that there is none in school, but it’s just that.. it’s hard to find in school (: Still love you guys JIEYING DEAN BENJAMIN HAZEL SHERLYN SHIMIN NABIL HUIQING (:

28 October

Mother Nicolette’s birthday! (:

Had Aaron and Jooheng to bake the cake together with Verena banana (: It was their maiden attempt to bake a cake and I think they are alr deeply in love with it (: Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER NIC! :D

30 October

Anyway, celebrated halloween for the first time this year, and it’s great having a haunted house in Vera’s function room. Like how cooler can it can? With Jerald as the Chinese ah gua and Bryan Lee as the joker etc (:

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Romans 12:6
We have different gifts, according to the grace given us. If a man’s gift is prophesying, let him use it in proportion to his faith.

I should have known better, my gift can never be in counseling. Time to wait for my dream to find me. But  I secretly harbour a thought, for a  dream to find its way to me soon. I don’t ask for much, just something that I will do happily, something that will fit the needs of people, something that is within my reach, within that of my talent (:

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BEING HANNAH MONTANA; BEING THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS! :D
Just joking :P

Chillin’ out, take it slow
Then you rock out the show (:

Why can’t you see me through his eyes,

Remember the time when I tweet about how frustrated I was just because my notes was folded? Yes I’m an anal person, so I went to iron the paper. I iron it without a cloth above it. So the ink just melted and became like this.

Lesson learnt: Just be a little cleverer and don’t iron printed paper just like this; don’t spare the cloth (:

Guess what is this (: Look like some mint or what? NAH! It’s Verena’s teeth (: She went through a minor operation to take them out. 5 teeth grew together in one place eh! COOL RIGHT? And a short story about her teeth and the tooth fairy (:

Verena: You know right, when I was young, I used to believe in tooth fairy.
Hazeline: HAHA then..
Verena: Then I got very excited when I lost my tooth. So I stayed up cause I wanted to see how the tooth fairy looked like. Cause I got $50 when I first lost my tooth.
Hazeline: Then then!
Verena: THEN I SAW MY MOTHER CAME IN! I was very angry, and sad. Cause there is no tooth fairy ):

VERY CUTE! Anyway I went to her house cause I had nowhere to go. And thus all the crap (: Maybe not crap, precious memories (:

Ehh. So we went to Changi Airport after the last paper. It’s a bit no life for me cause I go there every week but I guess it’s pretty lively compared to the rest? (: And say that I’m weird, But I do intend to cut out the drawing thing thing and decorate my file or something (: Nice what! Speaks of Singapore’s culture yo :D

But my banana in her banana plantation is upset ):
Hmm. FOR YOU!
Also for those who are experiencing the valleys in their life, or is simply just PMS-ing (:

According to you,

Hebrews 12:11
No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

Discipline is good, in a way. Have to get used to the goodness of it, and not the bitterness of it (:

Recipe for LOVE

Ingredients:

2 Hearts Full of Love
2 Heaping Cups of Kindness
2 Armfuls of Gentleness
2 Cups of Friendship
2 Cups of Joy
2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness
1 Lifetime of Togetherness
2 Minds Full of Tenderness
Directions:
Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty.

MOTIVATATION NEEDED!

FOCUS ON THE GAIN,
NOT THE PAIN (:

Maybe it’s not that painful, but nevertheless, THE GAIN!

THINGS TO MOTIVATE MYSELF:

AFTER EXAMS:
-Self-planned post-exam activities
-SHOPPING!!! :D
-Cycling with the cell group
-Gym and exercising with Jieying!  (;
-Help out at POD weekly (:
-Decorate that dull NDP bag (:
-5 DAY BREAK RIGHT AFTER LAST PAPER!
-Return to HWS
-Get volunteers!
-Play with the trains (:
-Singapore tour!

p/s: Have your say, you can’t break my high (:

AWWW! (:

MY dearest Verena Natasha Schonenberger Chew Wei En (and yes, that’s just how long her name is :D) was exceptionally sweet today! (:

And the song is really ultimate sweet. Oh boy oh boy. Today must have been one of the best days of my life (: Lucky me to have Shimin coach me in POA, have awesome Sherlyn sharing food with me in class, Jieying and Dean who stayed in school to study/do homework with me (:

And this is really unexpected, I saw Wendy, my ex-classmate from the sign language class and she passed me my basic level sign language certificate (: Who knows I might want to continue and learn one day right? (: It might be just a piece of laminated paper, but it meant a lot to me, it’s like one of the things that I’m proud of, the first thing that I beat majority of the adult in (: HAHA IN YOUR FACE! :D

Anyway, the song Verena nana  dedicated to me (:

ANDD! <3 you NANA! The rest who made my day too! (: You know who you guys are (:

THANKS! (:

It all happened on the 20th August 2008, when we were trying to beat someone who asked if we were jealous that she’s attached. Apparently we were not and decided to come up with the TCS. It’s more than just letters, trust me (:

HAPPY SECOND YEAR
ANNIVERSARY TCS!

And TCS as in Tapioca Chips Sisters, not Talk Cock Sessions or whatever. I’m not interested in what you have to say you see (:

And see! As mentioned in that crazy woman’s blog, we quarreled, we don’t care about each other, we scolded each other, we once hated each other and we care and share and you please be jealous.

Fact of us you will never think of:
-We actually quarreled on the first week of school, over a pairwork xD
-Jieying said she noticed me on the first day of school! And was interested in me! (: As in, interested to be my friend (:
-Both of us used to love tapioca chips a lot, thus the name! :D
-WE DO A LOT OF THINGS TOGETHER! Like really a lot. Imagine we quarrel even in China xD

AI NI DUO DUO! <3

Somehow whenever I have problems, I always go back to Jieying and Dean (: Actually I don’t go to them, they notice it and come to me (: And Dean very sweet (:

Lee says:
*do you eat abalone?
† HAZELINE!      says:
*you must be the most efficient maid around.
*nope.
*i think bu hao chi.
*why?
Lee says:
*hmm…
*wad is the greatest food you think youlike
† HAZELINE!      says:
*hmm. french fries from france. katong laksa from katong. authentic curry from india. kim chi noodle from korea. sushi from japan and roti prata from india (:

And the next moment…

Someone please say wow. Thanks Dean for the delicacies (: And JIEYING! Thanks for being so great, always saying things that will comfort me, and make me feel so much better (:

AND MUM LOVE YOU MUACK MUACK! (:

UPDATE! DEAN HAS SOMETHING TO SAY…

Lee says:
*wow
*you asked someone say wow
*so here i go:
*WOW
*okay, im lame -.-”

FANCY FREE! (:

The live webcast of Sun yesterday night was awesome (: It was worth it to stay up late for it, I was doing the card at the same time anyway (: AND WATCH IT! It’s really good! The choreographer is Lady GaGa’s too (: SUN FTW! :D

Today was great (: Tomorrow will be even greater. And yes, loving to the end! Don’t know why kept on thinking of some people during the message. Especially when it reached the forgiving part :/ Thought that it meant something..

ANYWAY! CHIONGING HOMEWORK WEEKEND! (: Still mad confused about A Maths and all the trigonometry which is labeled as “Simple Trigonometry Equation” on the worksheet. BUT! I don’t even find it half simple. I know I slept in class, but I don’t think that my teacher went through it in more details. For people with tuition, good for them. For me, have fun catching up! (:

In response to my best friend! Love you too! I have prolly replied you everywhere where you’ve confess your love for me (: SMS checked, MSN checked, Twitter checked, Facebook checked, now Blog checked (: I’m that best friend that that girl loves (:

AND VERENA BANANA! Thanks for the letter (: I almost thought that I lost it, but I didn’t! HEH HEH HEH, Closer than my heart :D

It’s so catchy! I feel so beautiful, can’t no one tell me no.. Finally understood it when Nicolette said that people hate Him without a cause. Just went to search and the forums are all scolding Sun. They don’t know her, and they keep on scolding her. It’s not like Fancy Free is controversial or what. SO ANGRY! Wait till you can build schools, do humanitarian work and work actively in the entertainment career at the same time then start commenting. If not just.. keep quiet. If it’s nothing good, keep it to yourself!

Summary (:

5th September.
Went for Jiayu’s surprise birthday party at William’s condo. It was really fun. It was my first time being thrown into a pool, and it felt good except I looked super unglam with my hair gone wrong (: The food was nice and yes, I did set a boyfriend criteria – someone who will peel prawn for me (:

And yes! Love the people who went, who pushed me into the pool multiple times, who dragged me into the pool, as well as those photo of Nicolette, Jiayu and Yoke Kuan (:

With Jiayu the birhtday girl! And yup, Nic’s style (:

9 September.
Went to study with Catherine after choir. She’s amazing (: Her maths is so good, one question that I meditated on for days (maybe not that long.. but you get it), she could tell me the solution within seconds (: And she’s the joke of the year ): For whatever happy things, she will end it with ):

EXAMPLE: LOL! ): HAHA! ): I’m very sad now (:

That dumb girl vandalised on my worksheet (:

Overall it was productive (: Thanks Cat! :D

11 September
I went to Poi Ching School to help them out at their leader’s programme. I LIKE! Took care of the P3 together with Calista, and oh boy, THE KIDS ARE ADORABLE! :D

And it’s totally cool to have the children to call me teacher and trainer. And it’s extremely shiok when they ask me for help and they goes like “Teacher, do you know where we can get the paper stars? I can’t seems to find them” (: And that’s only one of the many things they said to me. They were prefeects, so it’s like adorable yet sensible. I LOVE! And I know and I know, there are other adorable kids who aren’t prefects that are sensible too :D

Totally love the other volunteers from CHCSA too (: This is the first time I met volunteers near my age. At least there are people below 20, even though they are all in poly alr (:

With my partner Calista (: And I look super unglam ):

Jacque’s surprise farewell party
It was good, but pretty sad when peoople say their farewell speeches. The performances are just superb (: Take for example the video Bryan and Jessamine made, as well as the skit and singing by Natasha and company (:

Had fun taking photo and scaring each other while walking out of the alley at night (:

Wait till Jacque uploads the photo! (:

13 September
BACK TO SCHOOL PARTY AT BAILEY’S HIGH! (: Thanks Nic for the CHIJ uniform, and Evan for the belt (:  It was just awesome. I really had fun watching Jicai and Elana dancing to their version of Love Story, and listening to Bryan sing the cell group theme song (:

With Godfrey the best dressed guy.. or is it a girl? (:

AND AND! Ending with this thing Benjamin bought for me (:

And it lights up when shaked vigorously (: Thanks sister! :D

I think I want to end it another way.

Obedience is more important than sacrifice..

God spoke to me today. I shall obey him; this is going to be a war between the spirit and the flesh.

HAZELINE! Do what is right, and not what you think is right. Don’t be stubborn, don’t be rebellious. It might have been an unfair decision by them, but what else can I do?

Listen to those in authorities; even though I wished that Lee Kuan Yew was my CCA leader and CCA teacher in-charge, but Mr Lee just have bigger things to do ): So.. Listen to those in authority now lor. What else? Who else? Bobian!

And there I go again. Bah :/